Oh Damn, freaking depress now ): seriously i feel so damn fcuk up now. i seriously cant pay attention in class, im damn quiet now, dunn even feel lik being enthu, i cant even force myself to b hype infront of my friends. i wanna tell sumbodie about my problems . but theres nobody i can talk to. its damn bloody irritating, well atleast tdae talk-d to mayer about some of my problems.i felt better . but still damn depress. shit la, i wanna talk to sumbodie i can really open up to. its not that i dunn trust anibodie but lik they all have their own business to worry about and i dunn wann to disturb dem. i cant solve my own problems so i feel damn pathetic la. feel so needy recently, i seriously cant fake being hype and enthu all th time. i always blank out and start thinking bout all my problems, shit mann. i see all th people around me so care-free and relax i feel damn depress. i seriously dunn wann to ruin their mood. and all this is bcos of that dumb fcuk, shit you huever you are. i seriously regret knowing you, if i can turn back time i will prevent us from knowing each other, seriously, im seriosuly hurt by you, it hurts so bad. im seriously so depress la. my old habits are coming back, i can't even smile sincerely, i can't even laugh lively, i can't do anything happily animore. you ruin my freaking mood. but everytime i see you all th anger jus dissapear, its so damn contradicting, i dunn wann to kno you but i can't live without you, i wish i could make all my problems dissapear, but thats jus freaking impossible. i wanna be th old me again, b4 all that has happen happen-d. i just wanna live my life without any worries or problems. is that so ahrd to ask for D: