Dumb Or Dumber

I Love Hidayah Ponyboy & Cheryl Sodapop.

2009-12-25T08:02:00.000-08:00

CHERYL SODAPOP IS HERE TO UPDATE ERWIN'S BLOGGGG ! :D

Kay, whatever. I have no idea what to say -.-
I Love My Guy Bestfriend !(:
He's there when you need him,
He gives you all the advice you need to hear,
He's always there to make you laugh
BUT he's always Late at replying texts so if you call him, it isn't a hundred percent chance he would answer. Heh.

ERWIN IS LEARNING HOW TO SKATE BOARD !
ISN'T THAT F****** AWESOME?!?!
I bet he'll go to the gym soon to work out then he would be the 'Hawt Skateboarder down the street' :D

&Erwin,
I know you love us, Hidayah Ponyboy &Cheryl Sodapop (:
Thats a fact you cant deny dude.

XOXO,
Cheryl Sodapop

2009-12-02T01:20:00.000-08:00

Gerek Man

HELLO humans! i've been having th mood to play badminton nowadays..
its so fun laa, especially when u win (:

Today played badminton from 12 to 3 with Amirul, Arshad, Diana, Syafiq, Raja and Ismael.
It was damn syiok i tell you, i feel so alive when i play, BUT TODAY I SUCKED! kept missing shots. Causing me and arshad to always lose, SORRY. next time i'll play damn serious!

but gt some funny parts oso ahh, LIKE2 this part when me and diana notice amirul wore his pants backwards! LOL, funny i tell you. I think it was bcos of me oso, cos he sae meet him at his hse first at 10, But i made him wait for 1h 45mins (: hahaha, i tell you, i cant wake up early during holis man. lucky his hse is near mine.

Andand, you kno wad. i've been craving for karipaps, currypuff, karipuff, HOWEVER you spell it la. everytime wen i go mukmin cfm nidda eat dem. hahaha!

alrite guess i end off here..

CIAOsu [:

2009-11-26T07:45:00.000-08:00

UPDATED

heyy, its been awhile since i've update ehh.
but i have no mood to update mann ): plus i've mostly been rotting at home since i've come back from bali.

other than gg to see paranormal activity and soccer sessions wif arshad, amirul, ismael and raja, i've mostly spend most of my time at home -.-

PLEASE! SOMEBODY INVITE ME OUT! i dunn care whr we go, i wanna go somewhr.
you kno i've been dying to go to MARINA to fly kites. hmmm, mayb will after hari raya :D

BTW, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA :D

atleast tmr gonna go out and see kambengs.
but sad part is i nidda wake up super early. psst. but NEVERMIND, this has always been my favourite part of th year :D

going to th mosque to see th kambengs... den going to relatives house just to eat rendang and lontong.. YUMM! if its about food i'm always excited :)

I'm in a HARI RAYA MOOD now so i'm gonna help my mom cook :D
BLOG ANOTHER TIME (:

"DIANA cheer up eh :D jgn sedih2 lagi ):"

2009-11-10T07:01:00.000-08:00

WHAT THE FUCK

ehh, i dunn care anymore la.
wdv u do is up to you.
for 5 months i waited den it jus dissapear.
u can tell me straight to my face rite. seriously laa.
now u nid to make me pissed. right here, right now, when im in BALI.
Who the fuck do you think u are.
i dunn even kno wad to sae,
u call me ur friend, u said u were glad to haf me as a friend.
i was happy when u sae dat.
but to me friends would tell each other things dat would concern them
but u did'nt even tell me.
u jus kept me waiting, and waiting, and waiting.
u think this is all a game? fuck it man.
if im jus another human in ur life,
den tell me la, i dunn mind, i would understand.
but t leave me hanging without a word?
dats jus pure DUMB. im really piss, and i may not even wann to see ur face again,
seriously.

BUANG MASA BUANG HATI Ah.
FOR ALL I CARE,
u can get out of my life.

2009-10-13T07:47:00.000-07:00

I'm in love with this song.

TODAY HAD FUN JALAN RAYA-ING. and i'm tooo tired to post some longgg post. when i get hold of th pictures i'll post it ASAP (:

2009-10-11T02:46:00.000-07:00

And Its All Because Of You

Hows Evrything In Your Big Beautiful World People? I Bet It Rocks HARDCORE! my world is rocking hardcore, i feel free. i think if i jump down th 5th floor i can fly man (: and all this because my EOY is over! weeeeee..

List Of Things I Did After EOY:

. I went BOWLING!
. I went to some charity thingy
. I went SHOPPING for stuff
. I went to my sister's open house
. I went fishing (something lik dat)

damn it was fun. finally i can do dis kinda things. lazy go into details -.-

oh yaaa, now i can finally gonna get a new fon! wooh!

Nice rite, i really really wan this fone. although its not fully touch screen or wdv, I REALLY REALLY WANN A QWERTY keypad fon! its been my wish since i saw mayer's fon. HAHAH. it so cool. Im getting this lik ASAP!

now i have nothing to blog bout! hmm, how bout i blog bout random stuff. HMMM.

OH YAA, i went out to study with my old primary school frens, lik finally we went out. HAHAHA.
had fun, but did'nt get to study much cos gt chase out of macdonald and kopitiam at airport -.-

andand TUESDAY IM GONNA GO JALAN RAYA with 3e3. weee, cnt wait man. mayb can get enough money to cover for my fon? WHO KNOWS.

i guess i'll end off here (: GOODNIGHT AND HAPPY DEEPAVALI (:

2009-09-05T11:30:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday You (:

HAPPYFIFTEENBIRTHDAY

This picture is SO COPYRIGHTED from your blog, but i dunn haf any pictures of you (unless i draw one, which will turn out SUPER AWESOME) so i’ll jus use this picture to wish you a HAPPY BIRTHDAY! You’re FIFTEEN and you’re slowly bcoming an OLD WOMEN (: soo you should enjoy and live your life to the FULLEST. i hope this will be you’re most memorable birthday ever, since i’m in your life. I Malas nak beli you present ar, cos u dunn wanna follo ): so i hope this is enough of a present for you, a SPOT ON MY SUPER DUPER secret BLOG and my public BLOG!!! so must b honored and be HAPPY! HAVE A GREAT 15TH BIRTHDAY AND MAY YOU HAVE A GREAT LIFE AHEAD OF YOU (:

Blogger is all okayy with me now (: i feel so syiok!
but i still will be updating in my super duper secret blog so i haf two blogs to mantain,
Weeeeee (:

2009-09-02T07:51:00.000-07:00

Dead And Gone

damn blogger, giving me all this problems. psst, this jus piss me off, along with th two other things dats currently pissing me ttm.

now, i've been updating on my super duper secret blog (: and only ppl i gave th link to can read (: MUAHAHAHA, so you all should feel honored (:

anyways, i'm gonna be dead for awhile here.
so dunn miss me (:
i'll be back when bloggers all cool with me (:

Be Back ASAP (:

When I see you smile and
know that it is not for me,
that is when I will miss you the most.

2009-08-31T05:46:00.000-07:00

No Title

heyy, hows things in you're world (: well, mine sucks. cos i've jus got back my SS paper, and altho i passed, i'm not too happy with th grade i got. You kno i studied soo hard for SS. i wanted to get an A2 or atleast a B4. i got ppl to tutor me, and even stayed back a few times and studied, ALL BY MYSELF! and despite all that effort, i can only achieve a C6, sheesh, i felt lik an idiot. i wasted ppls time to teach me hw to ans SBQ and Essay questions, and all i can achieve is dat stupid idiotic c6, i can't bliv it man, when MR Fathul handed me that piece of paper and th digits 14 was on it, i swear my heart suddenly stopped for awhile and my nose actually bleed! lucky nvr batal puasa. oh yaa, PLEASE SOMEBODY BE MY SOCIAL STUDY TUTOR! i nid th coaching man! i'll pay you (: one lesson one scoop of ice cream or smth lik dat (:

I bet you all are thinking "wow, erwin actually cared about smth lik this?". i kno i kno,my study mode is still on and my grades are all i can think bout. I've done not too shabbily for my CT with ONLY 2 FAILURES!! th least i had thus far.thrs still 2 papers i still haven get back yet. oh and one of th 2 papers i failed was MALAY! wth, i did'nt finish th kefahaman and i ended up failing, dats so unfair man. but takpe takpe, still got retest.

Ofcos i had no mood to attend th tchers day concert thingy, plus i had nothing to do except write down things on th whiteboard every now and then, so boreeennggggg. den i go thr oso, got this person. waaa, seriously la. he ruin my mood even more, he totally spoiled all my plans la and whenever i see him i wann to strangle him, pssst. but nvm, i tried to kip my cool. th concert was alrite, mostly slacking backstage and talking to random ppl bout life. hahaha. th best part was when this sec 1 band performed, i dunno th name of th band, but lets call them "th smurfs". they were playing one of my favourite songss, so it was really cool. and they were playing really well, until th vocals came in, i tell you, lik a broken radio man th voice. but it was nice, me and matin started mocking them, purposely singing th wrong lyrics to th song loudly, then b4 we kno it alot of ppl started singing them. hahaha, so fun. after that went back TPS. long story short, i suddenly was forced into a cab going to cathay at dhoby ghaut, den had to take mrt back to tanah merah to meet GELZ. psst.

well, i nth else to sae, if blogger is'nt so fucked up i would put secret secret msg's in this post, but apparently its not working. psst. so i shall end with th quote of th day (:

“To be your friend was all I ever wanted; to be your GUY was all I ever dreamed.”

deep per tdae's quote (:

2009-08-30T00:17:00.000-07:00

One-Sided-Affair

HELLO!
i seriously dunno whr to start. its been a depressing and life-changing weekend.
lets start with th game. MY TEAM LOST!i stayed up jus to watch them losing. well, i can't expect much now. its still early in th season. sheesh, dat really piss me off.

and when i woke up, sumbodie called me and told me "monday was off" wth. dat really upset me.i kno you all dunn even kno what i'm talking bout, but i really nid to rant here. and i'm fasting so i can't get angry. den i got a reminder dat i need to finish th designs for th DnT mural before spetember holidays, and i haven even start yet. why must i b th "project manager", psst.

and all that only happened TODAY!!

i dunn wanna get started with ysd, it was damn chaotic. i was force to help move furniture from my house to my sister house, if th furniture was light it was okayy ar, but i nid to move lik damn heavy furniture. but still, it was a great workout :) den finally it was time to breakfast, dat part was nice :D more happened after dat, but i dunn wanna talk bout it, i jus have this to say.

" I'm really very sorry for making you're life more complicated and making it hard for you. I kno it was selfish of me to tell you dat but i've done th best i can from keeping it from you for this pass 2 months. I just hope dat you wunn let this effect youre life, especially youre studies. i kno dat i was a little too late and my chance had pass, but i dunn care bout dat, i jus wann you to be happy.i treasure every moment i had with you, altho most of them was jus a brief hello and if being an awesome kickass friend will make you happy, den i will be dat awesome kickass friend. i will listen to all your rants and problems, but knowing dat i'm not th only one is jus sad. i hope things will work out for you and all th best :D "

well, i have nothing more to sae so i'm gonna end with th phrase of th day :)

Being happy doesnt mean that everythings perfect,
it just means youve decided to see life beyond the imperfections.
So,dont say your happy cos everythings alright,
be happy cos everything sucks but your doing just fine.

2009-08-21T06:48:00.000-07:00

Heal The World

Hmmm, lets start with a random fact. "Tortise and Turtles are two totally different type of animals" omg, i really did'nt kno dat. Thats really cool.

Anyways, moving on. Common Test is O-V-E-R. But i messed up lik 6/7 of my papers so i'm expecting to take a whole lot of retests. sheesh, dat really sucks. Oh yea, and i bought this super cool yo-yo (: its called a butterfly (: dat really made me happy, but i jus realised that its hard to kip smilling all day. I only can smile continuously for lik 20 minutes and i bet with some one dat i can smile for 24-hours. psst. so obviously i lost th bet, and i owe her MILO for 3 weeks. Can see my money jus flying away rite now. talking bout food, th first day of fasting is tmr. damn i'm excited. i've been waiting for this month for 8 months and i can't wait to start. ain't that surprising, i will never b angry during fasting month, cos dunn wanna waste my energy on useless stuff. psst. during fasting month i can't use my "pick up lines" anymore, so i'm gonna post more of my "pick up lines" here, for th last time, until th fasting month is over. soooo....

Erwin's List Of GREAT Pick Up Lines :D

>All this could be yours for one low, low price! *display yourself to girl*

>Excuse me, I just noticed you noticing me and I just wanted to give you notice that I noticed you too. ( tongue twister :/ )

>If you were a new hamburger at McDonald's, you would be McGorgeous

>My dick just died. Would you mind if I buried it in your ass? ( mayb this is too M21? )

>Want to make a porno? We don't have to tape it.

>love is a sensation; caused by a temptation; to feel penetration; a guy sticks his location; in a girl's destination; to increase the population; for the next generation; did you get my explanation; or do you need a demonstration?

>Gee, that's a nice set of legs, what time do they open? (hahahah)

i got more, but i'm to lazy to write it down, plus most of it are M21 kinda pick up lines.

hahaha, i think i better stop blogging, and oh yea. most of th blogs i see ends with a love note or some random statement so i shall copy their idea.

don't ever frown,
cos you'll never know
who will fall in love
WITH YOUR SMILE :D

2009-08-15T23:50:00.001-07:00

My Life, UPDATED!

sheesh, I hate to blog now cos blogger is giving me all this problem, i can't even post secret msg's on my blog anymore cos i can't change th colour. SHOULD I CHANGE?!? NAH, i'm too lazy to change, actually i planned to stay dead for awhile, but ppl kip asking me to update, psst. sooo, THIS IS AN UPDATE ON MY LIFE (:

well, i dunno whr to start, is my life that interesting (:

hmm, ysd i had CIP? at block 410 bedok north i think, Me, Jia Ling and Fathul and 3 other bedok town girls had to take care of children while their parents take this seminar. I tell you, it ain't as easy as it sounds, altho we only nidda takkaire of 3 and a half kids, it was so freaking exhausting. Plus th kids called me uncle?!? wad happen to KOR-KOR! but had fun, hoping to do it again with th same ppl in october (:

After that Me and Fathul had a performance at Neptune's Court, since we're alr abit late, we had to taxi-ed down and we met andri along th way. I had to change backstage cos i haven change to my costume yet, den when th curtain open i thought we had to perform straight way but we nidda sing th National Anthem and Pledge. Den there's this guy, who made a freaking long speech -.- so bored la, stand there waiting to perform, summore nadhirah and joshua kip poking me with some stick. sheesh. After we performed, when back to school and th school was all dark. Suddenly we all started to tell ghost stories bout th school, like wth, you know that if you stare at th canteen at night while th lights is all off you will see sumbodie playing "HIDE and SEEK" with you. hahahaha, thats one of th stories la. got others, but lazy write down.Then went macD with th rest. Did'nt eat jus played games and chit chat thr.

Reached home at 11 plus? and realised i nvr study for th whole day, AND MY CT IS ON MONDAY!!but i was too tired to so end up sleeping, planning to chiong tdae. so dunn disturb me. shhhh.

Wish Me Luck For My CTs (:
and good luck to th rest of you ppl.

2009-07-13T02:53:00.000-07:00

Funny Ass Pick Up Lines ;D

Didn't anyone tell you that you wanted to sleep with me?!?! I thought you knew( trying this tmr ;D)

Fuck me if I'm wrong, but don't you want to kiss me? (wahahaha, smart)

Hey baby, what do you say we go behind that rock and get a little boulder?!? (LAWLS)

Hi, my name is {name}, I like peanut butter, wanna fuck? (LMAO)

I am a magical being, take off your bra. (Hahaha)

I wanna put my thingy into your thingy. ( so 4 year old-ish )

The word of the day is "legs." Let's go back to my place and spread the word. ( ROFL )

What do you say we go back to my room and do some math: Add a bed, subtract our clothes, divide your legs, and multiply ( hahaha )

I miss my teddy bear. Would you sleep with me? (Awww ;D)

Hi, I just wanted to give you the satisfaction of turning me down; go ahead say no. (awww )

If I could rearrange the alphabet, I'd put U and I together ( hahaha , grawesome ;D )

Wow! Are you really as beautiful as you seem or do you remind me of myself? ( ;D )

Are you from Tennessee? Because you're the only ten I see! (HAHAHAHA)

Pardon me miss, I seem to have lost my phone number, could I borrow yours? ( FUNNAYE )

Do you believe in love at first sight, or should I walk by again? ( ._. )

You see my friend over there? [Point to friend who sheepishly waves from afar] He wants to know if YOU think I'M cute. ( HAHAAH, trying it ASAP )

Stand back, I'm a doctor. You go get an ambulance, I'll loosen her clothes. (Waaahahah)

dunn blame me for this random post, im just bored ._.

2009-07-02T07:27:00.000-07:00

I GOTTA FEELING

Howdy, peeps.
school started and im still in th holiday mood. damn i miss those times... damn, well concentrating on studying nowadays... HAHAHA, yea rite -.- mayb 3 more weeks? den i study my ass off. but now, i jus wanna relax.

have you ever had th feeling to jump down from th 12345 floor of a building and just dunn care bout whether you die or lived? if you do, you're turning emo o.o LOL dammit man, im just spouting out random things. hmmm, oh yar, been hanging out with GELZ. oo, had some fun.. GOSSIPING o.o i kno, sound gay but its fun ;D talked bout ppl behind their backs. sheesh, i kno i'm bad. sheesh, im stopping.

TALKING BOUT BAD.. MICHAEL JACKSON DIED! OMG. i'm hoping dat he jus faked his death for th publicity. HES STILL 50 GOING TO 51 yrs old. so young. why does all th good singers die :( well, TO MJ WE HONOR! rite? lol, i've been listening to all his songs and i really have to admit.. he rocks more den any singer i've heard. HES A LEGEND! damn. really regretted not meeting him.

hmm, enuf bout him, SO WHATS NEW? oh yea.. why do ppl thing im angry at them?? I'M NOT MAN, im jus trying to look more serious ;D you kno, getting more mature everyday ;D hahaha, so those ppl thinking i'm angry at them. I'M SORRY ): i think. heh, i nidda b more social. im so anti social. nidda go around saying random things to ppl again. hahaha, I WILL START TMR! heh ;D seriously i will jump infront of sumbodie and mess up his or her hair. WOOH. so watch out~

and i really need to go out with CHERYL LIAN one of these days. haven went out with her for how many monkey donkey days.. HAIYO. TUESDAY. I'VE DECIDED, WE'RE GONNA GO OUT!
well, its late. i think, wait ITS ONLY 10:41 nvm, i go to sleep now, since i'm half asleep alr. SO BLOG ANOTHER DAY ©

2009-06-24T04:21:00.000-07:00

Memories :(

Tonight - FM Static

I remember the times we spent together
on those drives
We had a million questions
all about our lives
and when we got to New York
everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
tonight

I remember the days we spent together
were not enough
and it used to feel like dreamin'
except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
here now would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
and the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
and stayed out way too late
I remember the time you SAT AND told me about your Jesus
and how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurt so bad sometimes
not having you here...

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

can't help but shed a few tears when i hear this song :( heh.
I'm seriously bcoming gay-er every minit -.- DAMN IT ERWIN!

2009-06-11T00:01:00.000-07:00

Dang Dang Dang

So Hows Life EveryOne?
Life For Me Haven Been Dat Good. ITS BEEN SUPER SCANDALOUS. not gonna blog bout it, cos its super private (: but i'll blog bout things i did this week i guess.

Well, Monday Morning, woke up, went to school and had my angklung practise, were gonna perform at NUS (i think) infront of some ASEAN ppl, like any normal performance, and im super lazy to go to practises lately, ITS THE HOLIDAYS. sheesh, after tht went to eat at MacD, saw ashikin and amira after tht (: ashikin look lik does bohemian people. so weirdd, after that went to bedok reservoir to cycle. LOL, alone summore -.- had a nice day. could b nice :/.
today you still haven return my sms ):
Tuesday too lazy to wake up for angklung, so i jus slept until 2 (: den daryl called me ask me go PENIN, so got ready and headed to haikal's house, Razdy, Daryl and Haikal was there playing maple and guitar, should have brought along my guitar -.- but aniwaez, got learn a new song, Right Here Waiting For You (: such a nice song, although i only kno th intro, but its so nice (: hahahaha, den we ended up not going to PENIN cos too lazy -.- so lazed around until 9 then we watched fighting spiders (: lol. went back home arnd 10? 10.30?
isms-ed her but she was too busy to talk ): do you hate me?
Wednesday, woke up at 7.45, cos wanted to play east coast cage, brought my guitar along, wanted to learn more new songs -.- but nobody brought along theirs so very sianed. met razdy at 16 busstop den waited for daryl thr, haikal was'nt thr and his fon is still engaged -.- so we jus left without him, the cage was super boring! seriously, nobody showed up -.- aniwaez, after that me, geoffrey, daryl and razdy went to eat at burger king, planned to meet up with haikal, but he still playing maple at home -.- so walked around, lazed on th beach, bla bla bla. den we went to walked around to th library thr, thought get to meet this girl, but ended up she not thr, so den geoffrey elft us, cos he wanted to go to sumbodie house play games -.- den we jus slacked, cos we are SLACKERS FOR LIFE* managed to learn th intro of YOUR CALL on my guitar (: and haikal came, we plann go tampines to eat, den razdy left us at 6 -.- they bought their food and we went to some void deck to eat, but i no money to buy food so jus watched them eat. joked arnd under th block, super funny, den 8 plus i went home, cos lazy walk to pasir ris. went home i jus collapse, and did'nt wake up until today (:
All the days i have with them, does'nt match up with a few seconds i spend with you. please reply my sms-es ):

2009-05-31T11:07:00.000-07:00

An Update Bout My Life

HEYYO peeps. its been how long since i updated my blog, its really dusty now, seriously. *cough cough*

well, i guess i did'nt update cos i was puzzled about my situation now. i seriously dunno wad to do. SHOULD I OR SHOULD'NT I? lolol, i kno you dunno wad im talking bout but try to understand (:

so i've been going out for th last few days and im not tired of it (: saturday i went to watch Night At The Museum 2 with GELZ. it was freaking FUNNY. i was laughing lik a mad man. th jokes are freaking funny. I GIVE TH MOVIE 5 OUT OF 5 STARS!!! but th sad thing was, after th movie we went home straight so i spend th rest of th day stoning at home.

Today i went out with my couz NURUL cos we both did'nt have anything to do and i haven met her since HARI RAYA! but th bad thing was she super scary. when she saw me, she ran to me and jump on me. i fell infront of all th people in th MRT station la. STUPID NURUL, embarrass me infront of everyone! den she expect me to catch her? she did'nt even warn me or shouted my name! sheesh, but i had a fun time with her la. watched MONSTER vs ALIENS. was nt that nice , but got sum nice parts GIVE IT A 3 OUT OF 5 rating. went on a shopping spree at tamp one after thr movie. FROM SUNTEC WE TRAVELLED TO TAMPINES jus to buy some clothes and bcos she wanted to explore TAMP ONE -.- dumb la. i bought my slippers and shorts :D finally and NURUL bought how many monkey donkey things, i cant even count. she big spender la, summore can have th cheek to ask me for money. sheesh. den after dat went to eat at PASTAMANIA.after dat we have no idea whr to go so we ended up going to tampines library. we talked and talked in thr while enjoying th aircon. we disturb sum ppl, hahaha, and played hide and seek -.- until 5 plus? den i wanted to go to the beach, but she tired alr so we ended up going home. and NOW IM BLOGGING BOUT IT :D peace out babaye! ©

2009-05-19T05:39:00.000-07:00

Totally Random Post

hello people (: im bored and jus felt lik blogging, now i'm getting lazier and lazier to blog, sheesh, mus be more pro-active!

IN LIFE YOU MUST AIM FOR YOUR OWN CHEESE!
anything you wanna do, all come down to your CHEESE!
the more you aim th more CHEESE you will have!
We Must learn how to change so that we can attain our CHEESE!

lol, dumb assembly i had tdae, talk bout cheese and meg and mike, sheesh, not even listening, was busy trying to sleep, but th guy keep walking arnd so did'nt get a chance to sleep -.- practically have a damn boring time at school. got back my DnT and Physics, did'nt expect to pass both papers but suprisingly i did :D i got 51 for DnT (grins) and 60 for physics :D i could do better but i did'nt actually study for this two papers so dat means dat my general knowledge of both this subjects are really very good (: imagine if i really studied o.o woooh, betta get serious, O level is jus a stone throw away .-. WAKE UP ERWIN WAKE UP! *slaps* well, i alr wrote down a time table for my june holidays 2 weeks taken up for school stuff and th other 2 weeks i will b partaying!!! hope nobody will b busy when i invite them out (: and MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING JUS HOW MANY MONKEY DONKEY DAYS AWAY!! WOOOH. SO EXCITED, although my mother say i wunn b getting a new phone for my birthday -.- sheesh, but she promised me one during th june holidays (: weee, i can't wait. PEACE OUT BABAYE ©

2009-05-04T02:23:00.001-07:00

Kalau Nyawa Kau Terpaksa Ditarik Esok Hari, Aku Akan Bunuh Diri Di Hari Sebelumnya Kerana Aku Tidak Sanggup Hidup Dalam Dunia Tanpa Kamu (: ©

Chey, That phrase is so deep man, so deep. i was blog hoping when i saw this phrase and it really hits me. den i realised That th malay language is far more romantic than th english language. its so deep and romantic. while th english language is too, NORMAL. lol, i'm so random, let me translate that line in english and compare how different and more un-romantic it sounds:

If You Only Have A Day To Live, I Will Commit Suicide The Previous Day As I Don't Wanna Live In A World Without You.

eeee, thats so, normal. like you can find that phrase in any book or magazine. lolol. im so freaking random, im having my MYE and i still can b this relaxed -.- WTH MAN. i should really buck up!! Today i had my ENG and SS paper and to me, i did'nt have any problems with th english paper. BUT TH SS PAPER WAS HELL. i think i would fail th paper hands down. sheesh. i realised dat i relax more easily during examination periods rather than non examination periods. dat jus stupid. i should really try to b more serious. *SLAP* well, tmr is E-MATHS paper. i'm not that worried about th paper or am i confident but still i dunn find maths hard. i find it fun. its th only subject i enjoy doing. i dunno why -.- i like no. (: they relax me man. well, i nidda study for chem and physics ): so blog another time (:

Dunia Semakin Bosan Tanpa Kamu (:
The World Is Boring Without You :/
( i dunno how to sae in chinese and indian ):

2009-04-24T07:22:00.000-07:00

Look Beyond TheObvious And Kno My Story :)

argh, i cant bliv it man, i cant do anything. i cant even help her when shes sad and nid help. she was pouring out all her feelings to me, but what did i do. i changed th subject. THATS TH DUMBEST THING I EVER DID. i should have tried to resolve her problems for her, and why did'nt I? cos i was scared, scared dat i will fall in love with her again, scared dat it will b a one sided love affair again. im jus a fucking scaredy cat. i cant even b a real man and help a girl in nid. a girl who is so innocently having troubles and needed my help. i jus did'nt care bout her troubles, what kind of man am i? i could have skip that optional A Maths remedial and gone and accompany her, listening to all her problems and comforting her. i kno its hard for her to even tell me about her problems. but i choose to ignore her, i choose to leave her all alone, i choose to take th easy way out. i should have been a real man. what kind of guy am i? i cant even help a girl, let alone my whole class, and i sae i want t b th next class chairman, sheesh, i cant even govern myself, i should give up trying to b th angklung prezzie, i kno i dunn deserve that position, you kno what, i dunn deserve to b anything in life. she took th time to listen to all my problems and even help me to resolve it, gave me wonderful advice and comfort me about it. but i did'nt do th same for her. WHAT KIND OF FREN AM I? i jus get into trouble, one after another. and shes thr to support my every decision. she will always take my side, and th only time she nid my help, whr was i? i was busy with other stuff, she looked damnn depress and i knew she was depress BUT I DID'NT HELP HER. im so stupid, im so stupid, im so stupid.

YOU PROMISE YOURSELF THAT YOU WILL HELP HER IN EVERYTHING, YOU WILL WATCH OVER HER AND SETTLE ANYTHING FOR HER AND WHY DID'NT YOU DO IT? WHY ARE YOU SCARED OF HER SO MUCH, CAN YOU EVEN PUT YOUR FEELINGS ASIDE FOR AWHILE AND JUS TALK TO HER, AS A FREN, A BUDDY, A KAWAN? ERWIN. YOUR FREAKING HOPELESS ©

2009-04-23T04:25:00.000-07:00

~~bronze~~Gold

argh, damn it man, we got a BRONZE for our SYF and it was freaking disappointing. th whole ensemble put in alot of effort and sweat to get that gold for th school, but in th judges eyes we are only consider a bronze. BUT WHO CARES BOUT TH JUDGES, in our hearts, we kno we are GOLD. argh, th judges can go back to which ever countries they are from i dunn care, dunn even kno how to recognise TALENT lik bedok view angklung ensemble. i really felt that we let mr dzul down. all of his schools got a bronze, and when NJC did'nt even get a gold, i can see th sadness in mr dzul's face, i felt lik shouting at th judges and throwing my shoe at them.

but we should really move on. and think about BVSS ANGKLUNG'S future we still have 2 years to improve and make th music we're playing into a MELODY. we will shocked th judges th next time we see them, they will b lik " OMG, BVSS ANGKLUNG REALLY DESERVE GOLD WITH HONORS!!" and even when i graduate, i still will have a spot for angklung in my HEART. sadly, th seniors of angklung won't b attending angklung much longer cos they have their N and O levels to worry about, so i really really gonna miss them, especially azhari and chriss, they so joker. LOLOL. especially chriss, always fighting about which football club should win th EPL, (btw ARSENAL's obviously gonna win so fat hope MAN U) plus his hilarious laughter. LOL. and now i cnt kacau th ppl who latar animore, awwww. sadd la. aniwaez, im pretty determine to b th next angklung's president (: LOL, or mayb b in th EXCO. you just wait, i will b th best angklung prezzie (: SO YOU ALL VOTE FOR ME (: HUAK HUAK HUAK.

To those ppl who are still emo from th bronze, jus dunn think to much bout it (: now we mus concentrate on th future and improve day by day so we can reach tht GOLD (: so smile smile and SMILE ©

2009-04-15T06:50:00.000-07:00

Oh Freak Shit

Argh, today damn leceh day. so tired when i get home, early in th morning mus go see ms safura at angklung room alr, den she sae oni th ppl whose gonna plae in syf will go to broad dick sec ^.^ lol, lame lame. bodrick sec, to play but i end up going cos chun meng did'nt come. so happy got to skip th thing, but then chun meng spoil, den mus take over. argh, shitass. but then had fun at bodrick la, made alot of frens wif NJC ppl. they so damn frenly la. LOL, mayb SYF period i ask for some of th girls no. ^.^ LOL. and and got this girl hair almost lik cassadee pope. so hot sia.

CASSADEE ROCKS FYI. AND LILY ALLEN SUCKS. for all those haters of cassadee pope. go find a life. if you dunn lik her jus shut up la. dunn nid critisize her singing or wdv, i dunno how you can hate sumbodie lik dat, so impossible man. sheesh. aniwaez i dunn hate you for hating cassadee jus dunn critisize her infront of my face la. so damn irritating. aniwaez, CASSADEE POPE ROCKZ MY SOCKS (: and nobody can change my opinion on her (: especially that cassadee at sch (: she rocks (:

2009-04-06T02:00:00.000-07:00

I'm Letting You Go

Damn I'm Having This Splitting Headache. Seriously, it feels like something is smashing up my brain. i nid somebody to massage me man. ANYBODY WILLING TO MASSAGE MY HEAD (: Just sms me (: hahaha. i dunno why i suddenly have this headache. right after sch. WHEN I SAW HER! i suddenly have this freaking headache. den when she starts talking to me my headache turned into a mini earthquake in my head.

I CAN'T THINK WITH THIS HEADACHE MAN. i think its bcos im having high hopes bout her, but th truth is we will nv end up tgt, its just one of the many fantasies i have. i keep on telling myself, shes jus a crush. shes jus a crush. shes jus a crush, i alr made a promise to myself tht i won't layan all this crushes animore. but i can't help but feel that shes something more den dat. shes like th oni one i could trust, shes th onli one i can talk to seriously bout all my problems. she would always make me smile with all th silly things she does and we will always end up laughing like mad whenever we start toking. whenever i talk to you, i feel like we are th onli two people in a crowded room. your dat special to me.

i would always try to help you with all your problems, and would try to make you smile however i can. it hurts me when i see you sad and depress. i cant stand to see you unhappy. making you smile is like an addiction to me. i'm seriously trying to avoid you this pass few days, but you keep turning up everywhere i go. even if i try to ignore you, you would always make that face of yours that would always make me talk to you. your my ecstacy and if i have th choice. i will nv let you go. this is th only way i kno dat will set my life straight again. a life without any crushes, problems or wdv.

you told me bout your feelings and crush. but seriously, i dont give a damn. how can't you not see that i have feelings for you. everytime you tell me about all those things. my heart jus sinks. but i will still mantain a smile on my face, and go with th flow. i will nv get angry at you cos you have feelings for him/her/it, im jus not that kind of guy. i really can't blame you cos your not th one to blame. everything is predetermined, i cant go against god. if im suppose to forget bout you, well, its jus fate. i can't go against fate. its like going against what you bliv in life. it will take a devine intervention for me to stop thinking bout you. dats wad i'm hoping for, a freaking miracle. i kno i should'nt b like this. but i can't help it.

i dunno what i will do without you. i won't have a listening ear to all my problems animore, i won't have anibodie to make me laugh lik mad animore, or make me act lik an idiot infront of people. my life will b so dull without you. well, i jus nid to move on with life. forget about you and jus MOVE ON. but moving on is'nt dat easy. i had th same old dream bout you every night, and it will always end up th same old way. thats jus irritating. thats jus makes it harder to forget bout you. i kno even if we end up being tgt. there will b a lot of complications. i don't wann to b th one who will ruin your future. i would distract you from your studies and i seriously don't wann to b th person responsible for that and i beg you don't hang out with all th people who will influence you to do all those bad things. they are a bad influence, i should kno cos they are my close frens. even i kno that they are a bad influence. but i kno how to control myself. i don't wann you to b so influence by them dat you would not even care bout ur studies animore. i really care bout you, and i dunn wann you to follo th wrong path. i wann to see you excel in your studies and b worry free. so i beg you to stop hanging out with them, i kno im being a hypocrite, cos i hang out with them everyday. but you should kno betta, your in a good class and y0ur surrounded by good ppl.
i can control myself, and i won't get easily influence by them, i do th influencing and you should too. i don't wann to see all your hard work going down th drain jus bcos you got too influence by them.

i will try to stop all th nonsense im doing and seriously concentrate on my studies for you. i will try to b a betta person for you. i don't care if ppl are judging me or wdv. i don't care bout their judgement, th oni judgement i care bout is yours. i will do anything that would make you happy. anything in my power. i will turn over a new leaf and hope dat you will do th same, not for me. but for your own good. i kno i should'nt b lecturing you bout this but seriously, you changed. youre not th girl i know animore. i kno i was'nt close to you for th pass 2 years. but im close enough to you this year to kno that you've changed. your a totally different person. im not th onli person dat have notice this. i jus hope you will be th same old ______ that i kno. th silly girl dat would put a smile on my face whenever im sad, th girl who would listen to all my problems and help me solve them. the girl who would b a retard ass and don't care bout what ppl think bout you. i really admire your I-DON'T-CARE-WHAT-PEOPLE-THINK attitude. and i'm following in your footsteps.

i kno some people don't like me and are judging me even though they seriously don't kno me that well. who th hell give them th rights to judge me. i am who i am. i can't trust alot of people now. i've been backstabbed once and i seriously not gonna let that happen again, i've been called alot of names, but i dunn care, i learned that its betta to have one or two good friends rather then having alot of friends. and i hope you would b one of my good friends dat will b thr for me whenever i nid help.

even if i won't talk to you as much as we used to, i will still care for you. i will b th one who set your mind straight and urge you to study and b a betta person. i will b thr urging you to do your best in anything you do. i will b thr for you through thick and thin. and i really will try my best to practice what i preach. i don't wanna b a hypocrite and i'm doing all this bcos i really really care for you. i jus want you to kno (if you are reading this) that this is my last goodbye.

I'm letting you go cause i really love you ©

2009-04-04T09:01:00.000-07:00

My First Performance

sowwie for my previous post. was freaking angry at sumbodie.

well, had my speech day and sport carnival yesterday. was super fun. woke up at arnd 6.45? was freaking late la. cos i suppose to meet amirul and syafiq at tanah merah to do our usual stuff there. but then wake up late. so i rush there took 506 thr. but when i reached thr was super lazy to walk to tanah merah, so i jus went inside school, and met everyone thr. den went to th hall, got some talk bout th sports carnival then th JAMAICA people went up stage and talked bout their country and stuff. den suddenly they started dancing. felt lik dancing along wif them but damn MALU. den mus go to the field, long story short, i had a "fun time at the field" -.- den i played some BOSSABALL. its this game dats lik volleyball and takraw combined but we nid to play it in a giant bouncing thingy. so fun jump up and down. played 2 games and we won both games. WAHAHAHA.

after that wanted to try out some other sports but saw eunice all alone. so kept her company. abandon my peeps cause i see you all alone. see im so good :D ended up spending th whole sports carnival walking arnd th school with her. we were doing some "soul searching" hehhe. den after th carnival i forgot my shoes for th angklung performance. syafiq and amirul followed me to my hse take my shoes. lol, den we took taxi go friday prayers, met fahmi along th way. den after that went to eat macs with them. had a ice shooting war thr ><

den i went off around 2.55? was late for angklung so rush back to school. then when i reach angklung room everybody was lik standing infront of th aircon bcos th weather was super hot. so i join in (: den change into my angklung pants or wdv and went down to angklugn room. was super bored thr la. but i played some cards with zul and luthfi. we 3 always cheat so th other player will nvr get a chance to win. wahahahaha. den had macdonal lunch. th burger damn pathetic la -.- den during lunch i told some ppl some embarrassing stuff bout me. i seriously dunno why the hell i told them that. sumtimes i cnt control my mouth ><><>< well, im proud to be a _______ boy (: its super cool and hip!! went back to holding room and took some pics with some peeps. wish i have th pics so i can post on my blog. i will get th pics somehow!

soon, th performance starting, was super nervous at first, but i was'nt that nervous int h middle of th performance. lucky i did'nt mess up tht much. after th performance, went ghost hunting with luthfi haikal geoffrey and hazwan. was super fun. ran around th whole sch. went to th music lab at third floor. th hall was super dark and scary. den suddenly wehn we exploring one of th exit signs suddenly switched off, denw e ran and scream lik girls. LOL. fun la ghost hunting with dem. den after that went to slack around th bubbletea shop and tell ghost stories! so damn fun. but i was scared cos i going home alone >< den me shawn haikal luthfi billy and wei song went to bedok inter playground do some NINJA WARRIOR stunts. LOLOl. so fun. went home all sweaty and slept straight away!! was freaking tired.
well i'll blog again some other day. AYAM SIGNING OFF!!

2009-03-30T07:20:00.001-07:00

2009-03-26T03:20:00.000-07:00

Stuck At Home. Booo.

Well, th title says it all, im freaking stuck at home, i got a MC for two or more days o.o depending on my condition. DAMN SORE EYES. hmph, hope i don't miss anything interesting in school. i miss crapping with my frens alr. DAMNN MANNN, i wanna go to school ): this is the first time i ever wann to go to school this badly! help man, CMON ERWIN HEAL! damn immune system. can't even fight off some dumb virus. damn man, im so bored at home that i made a facebook account and took alot of surveys, den i decided to make my own survey. but i got bored so i did'nt complete it.

I WANNA GO OUT AND PLAY! but im stuck at home. soooooooo booooooorrrrrrringgggggg.
noones here to entertain me, nobody to disturb, nobody to talk with, nobody to crap with theres practically nobody here. everyones at work or school. sheeeshh. talking about home alone. let me discribe my day : woke up, went to the doctor, went to buy breakfast, went back home, feed my cat, went back upstairs to play some games, den went downstairs to play th com, and i'm still on th com now. weeeee. no human communication for one day makes me crazy man. i'm talking to
my cat now, so retarded.

me and my cat. i was talking to him and he was ignoring me.

my cat sick of my talking fell asleep. sheesh.

weee, my cat! took a picture of him when he was licking himself.
i talked to him about life and he jus stare at me like i'm crazy.
den he ignores me, and continue licking himself, SHEESH.

Happy Birthday To Ashikin

2009-03-24T04:43:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday ASHIKIN! :O

WOAH, ASHIKIN! pilot of SQ3E3 happy birthday WANITA! Your One Year Older and Dumber. ehh, i mean WISER! (: Hope you like today's surprise and th cake! it was so chaotic for me. stress for th whole day mann. LOL. sorry it was like damn MENDAK. atleast i had fun "decorating" your face (: and tmr i try my best to get for you your SKIPPY WAFFLE. i cannot find any bread shop selling waffles near our school! soon you will b a skippy fanatic! JUST LIKE DAT LELAKI SUPER (: ahem ahem (: Aniwaez, HAPPY SWEET 15 BIRTHDAY, AND LIVE YOUR LIFE LIKE THERES NO TMR MARNN.

from: erwinAYAM! (:

Well, today it was a stressful day for me man. came to school, with messy hair. was having a bad hair day, UNTIL GATSBY SAVE ME (: so happier mood, PLUS today EUNICE gave me a lollipop! weeeee. thnks man, LOL. my mood change when DnT starts. woah, got a scolding from mr. Low, cos cabot DnT thingy, i jus stood thr, like an idiot. den forgot to bring alot of things for DnT so more MAMPOS. but he super good teacher la. did'nt get angry at me except for th skipping class thingy. so help him cut th wires and stuff. cool sia. lolol. den went back to clas, have usual lesson. DEN SOME FUCKSTARDS was playing wif th class soccerball during recess, den th DM, which happens to b my physics teacher came in, and took th ball away. scold us and stuff. plus he got angry wif hilmi cos his hair was long and stuff, lik hilmi did'nt do anything wrong he scold him. sheesh. den he ask th people hu was playing soccer at th back of th class to stand up. NOBODY stood up. LIKE WTF. berani buat berani tanggung ar. although i kno hu was playing wif th ball. i dunn wann to b a bastard. i wanted to stand up and took th blame. but FAHMI stop me, that beylo, but he good guy. sae to me " dunn do something stupid, if you did'nt do it dunn nid to take th blame for others". i was like woahhh, kena lectured by beylo. LOLOL. after that thingy got a-maths. MR CHU nid to go for basketball match, DEN TH WHOLE CLASS shouted "YAY!!" lolol. and MR LIM took over. he teach damn good la. and fun. some PEOPLE wanted to take his picture in class, but kena caught. lolol. had a shitty assembly so bored! den after assembly RUSH to the cake shop to pick up th cake. rush back to class. BUT TH DOOR WAS ALREADY LOCK and AMIRA left th party poppers and stuff at my chair. so search for th chairman all over th school. den lucky got auntie help us open th door. prepared and stuff. nadhirah and syairah came help us prepare th cake. lolol. put candles and stuff. den amira came wif ashikin, she saw th cake thru th door window. BUT SHE WAS STILL SURPRISE. and i thought she cried. but i think something was in her eyes. LOL. cut-d th cake and stuff. sing birthday song. ate th cake! played around wif th cake. but soon nid to leave, cos got cca. den in angklung my nose bleed in th middle of a song! LOL. ran to th toilet. got a trail of blood. COOL SIA. lucky th blood was gone fast. den went home and stuff. well GUESS DATS IT (: AYAM SIGNING OFF.

2009-03-14T23:07:00.000-07:00

Beylo Rangers Babaye :O

Ohh, i wanna be a BEYLO RANGER. Weeee, so fun.
LOL, go go beylo rangers~ well, im bored, rotting at home. with nothing to do, except stone at my computer hoping for SOMETHING interesting to pop up. LOL. actually alot have happen this pass few days.

. I FINALLY BOUGHT MY GUITAR
.I FINALLY LEARN HOW TO BE A BEYLO
.I FAILED 2 SUBJECTS
.EVERYTHING IN THE WORLD MAKES SENSE TO ME
.I LEARNED THAT I LOOK LIKE MR ZALDY
. I SAW A CATFIGHT (:

firstly, I BOUGHT MY GUITAR, and it cost me 53 bucks. woooh. BUT SO BUDGET SIA. nvm, im gonna change th strings soon, andd over th weeks i've been hanging out with FAHMI these past few days, lol, so fun. he thought me how to b BEYLO. lololol. so fun being a beylo. but th bad thing is you will always get bullied. LOL well, moving on. I FAILED TWO SUBJECTS ON CT1 dunn give a rats ass about it la. cos still got th retest. but was'nt shock that if ailed a-maths, we have a "BEYLO" teacher. and he does'nt kno how to teach. sheesh mann. BUT ATLEAST EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE MAKES SENSE AGAIN. lol, cause cause MY BELOVED niece came back from australia. weeeee. i miss her so much man.

OHYARR, they say dat i look lik my discipline master. well, i think so to la. BUT, im younger (: wehehehehe andd i SAW A CATFIGHT. it was cool man. i was at th back of the class while this twog irls were fighting. me and syairah was laughing our ass off. SO FUN. well, i guess dat covers it. (:

Right ROund Right Round

2009-02-26T01:47:00.000-08:00

Year Of The Gentlemen (:

Man, my feelings got cheated again, now by a close friend. sheesh, i really treated him lik a BROTHER, den i kena cheated. wad kind of brother sia. i need to express my feelings through songs man, damn my bro sold his guitar so cnt play around with it animore, buying my own guitar after common test (: weee, cant wait. will play under my block singing lovestoned songs with luthfi. lol, cant wait after common test. 5 MORE DAYS. i seriously nid a type of instrument man, been playing arnd with th acid 2.0 program, created some dumb and nice tunes. i have no life man. i really need a life, but not now, after common test la, now im lik so stress with studying and stuff, so damn hard to study with all th noise in my house. ysd i end up going to macD jus to study in peace, but end up buying food and going home to sleep. damn man, my mind was not build for soo much information, today had ENG and SOCIAL STUDIES test, so damn hard. i was so freaking stress dat i bit my lips and bleed in th middle of th test. lol. lucky got tissue (: oh yar. WHOEVER HAVE A NICE SINGING VOICE PLEASE SING FOR ME SOMETHING NICE WHEN YOU SEE ME (:

Depress-d

2009-02-18T02:34:00.000-08:00

My Life Would Suck With Or Without You

Oh Damn, freaking depress now ): seriously i feel so damn fcuk up now. i seriously cant pay attention in class, im damn quiet now, dunn even feel lik being enthu, i cant even force myself to b hype infront of my friends. i wanna tell sumbodie about my problems . but theres nobody i can talk to. its damn bloody irritating, well atleast tdae talk-d to mayer about some of my problems.i felt better . but still damn depress. shit la, i wanna talk to sumbodie i can really open up to. its not that i dunn trust anibodie but lik they all have their own business to worry about and i dunn wann to disturb dem. i cant solve my own problems so i feel damn pathetic la. feel so needy recently, i seriously cant fake being hype and enthu all th time. i always blank out and start thinking bout all my problems, shit mann. i see all th people around me so care-free and relax i feel damn depress. i seriously dunn wann to ruin their mood. and all this is bcos of that dumb fcuk, shit you huever you are. i seriously regret knowing you, if i can turn back time i will prevent us from knowing each other, seriously, im seriosuly hurt by you, it hurts so bad. im seriously so depress la. my old habits are coming back, i can't even smile sincerely, i can't even laugh lively, i can't do anything happily animore. you ruin my freaking mood. but everytime i see you all th anger jus dissapear, its so damn contradicting, i dunn wann to kno you but i can't live without you, i wish i could make all my problems dissapear, but thats jus freaking impossible. i wanna be th old me again, b4 all that has happen happen-d. i just wanna live my life without any worries or problems. is that so ahrd to ask for D:

Updated

2009-02-07T23:41:00.000-08:00

HeyHeyHey!

Haven been updating for a long time, cos lik nothing interesting happen in my life. wahahha. OHYAR, friday i had a really cool day, so im gonna blog about friday.

went to school like normal, den first period ENG, hahaha, was damn nervous cos i had show and tell, IM IN SEC THREE AND WE STILL HAVE SHOW AND TELL.cool sia, i brought along a barney soft toy for show and tell, wahaha, my niece's not mine. but sometimes i use it to destress. (: scared im gonna freak out when it was my turn, but everything went smoothly and i got 15/16. COOL RITE. A1 FOR ENGLISH, wahahaha. first and last time. i guess. aniwaez, after all that had boring lessons, mostly mathss. after sch went friday prayers, met amirul along th way, he pon sch, idiot think funny pon sch, nv ask me join (: den after that went TM find valentines day card for sumbodie ^.^ luthfi oso wann buy card for sumbodie ^.^ den ended up not buying anything cos one freaking card cost lik 11 bucks. so ended up buying something for my fon, den went down macs to eat, after dat straight away go tuition, had fun. after dat went to meet CHARLYN at marine parade, her friends from TP lik dunn recognise me animore. i changed alot i guess, den went to macs to eat again. LOL. den met GEOFFREY. he damn surprised when he saw me thr. den he act wear hoodie and bring skateboard, he wanted to impress this girl in his tuition. LOL, but dunn dare to talk to her. sheesh. den went down to SAM.W's house to meet her. LOL, she damn retarded sia. cnt tahan her retarded-ness, crap-d awhile, den charlyn nid to go home, i went to meet hafizul pass him something, slack awhile under his block, den rush back home, cos midnight alr. den went home straight away sleep, exhausted sia. wahahaha.

My Sunshine

2009-02-03T03:38:00.000-08:00

TODAY I HAD TH CRAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE MANN. i seriously wanted to die today, some idiot ruin my freaking mood in th middle of school, dumb fcuk. i wann to kill that person man, well look on th bright side of life. ritte?

WELL, I WANT TO BLOG ABOUT HER! I SERIOUSLY DO, but malu sia, today i saw her lik alot of times, den we talk-d talk-d talk-d, i cnt tahan her cute expression when she laughs, its damn cute, everytime she laughs my heart skip a beat (: cheyy, im seriously lik not th romantic type, cnt cheat myself. but seriously, i wann to do sumthing special for her on valentines day. i really do. IF ANYBODY READS THIS! GIVES ME IDEAS MAN.

Angklung was fun o.o i guess. hehehe, shortest post of my life's blog written today at 7.48pm.

To Me Your Better Than Music

2009-02-02T07:27:00.000-08:00

HeyHeyHey today had a freaking slow and steady day in school sia, was damn boring la, NOTHING INTERESTING HAPPEN, and i discovered dat my class did'nt lik "mimpi manis" song, eeeee, but atleast i kno dat i can wake people up with my singing.RIGHT SHIKIN!
HAHAHA, she like woke up straight away in malay class when i sang th "mimpi manis" song. so atleast i kno i have talent. hahah, cheycheychey.back to my day....

school was already boring so i won't specify, after sch went out with fathul bought sketch pad from eastpoint, ate at banquet, syafiq and shikin was fighting about stuff, they always kip fighting, hahaha. well, wad can i sae (: OHYAR! I SPOT NABILAH FROM CHANGKAT AT SIMEI MRT. she was lik lepak2 wif her friends, den i stare at her, she did'nt recognised me. shit you la nabilah, den we all went our seperated ways, i went home and do my DnT homework *angel* im a good boy man, den went tuition, brought along my DnT homework, hahhaa, did it in tuition b4 tuition starts, den met najib all after tuition, they help-d me with my DnT homework la, wahahaha, DOGS. cheyy, den i finish-d my homework we went playground to play and disturb th kids playing thr. i know im bad, ): hahaha. den i went homE, RECEIVED THIS DAMN DUMB SMS FROM SYAFIQ. apparently im his student and his th ustaz, lol -.- dream on la, im jus as alim as you. sheesh.

I SERIOUSLY CANT STOP THINKING BOUT YOU, I THINK ABOUT YOU LIK EVERYWHR I GO, WHOEVER I'M WITH I WILL IMAGINE ABOUT YOU. YOUR IN MY MIND LIK 24/7 YOUR MY BEST ADDICTION, I WANN YOU. I NEED TO SEE YOU LIKE EVERYDAY TO B SAINE. I CANT LAST A SECOND AWAY FROM YOU, IM LIKE SO BLUR WITHOUT YOU BUT WHEN I SEE YOU EVERYTHINGS CLEAR-D UP. I WIL ALWAYS STARE RANDOMLY AND THINK ABOUT YOU, WHETHER IM ALONE OR WITH FRIENDS, IM SERIOUSLY ADDICTED TO YOU, WHY AM I SUCH A COWARD, I CANT EVEN CONFESS TO YOU, I CANT EVEN TALK TO YOU PROPERLY. I NEED YOU RIGHT NOW ): BUT I CANT HAVE YOU ):
I NEED FREAKING HELP -.-
WATCH THIS MAN!

Mimpi Manis

2009-02-01T06:17:00.000-08:00

HeyHeyHey!

Seraut wajah tampan
Sangat mempesona
Dibalik pintu hati
Tersimpan rinduku

Matamu bak panah asmara
Bibirmu bagai telaga madu
Aduhai ..

Stop kau mencuri hatiku hatiku
Stop kau mencuri hatiku (2x)
**
Tutur bahasamu
Yang penuh kata kata manja
Bisik bisik cinta menyentuh hatiku
Tak mungkin dapat kulupakan

Didalam dunia
Hanyalah engkau yang kucinta

Engkaulah jiwaku
Engkaulah nafasku
Menjadi pendamping hidupku

Bak serumpun sumpah janji berdua
Bak sekata kita saling setia (2x)

Stop kau mencuri hatiku hatiku
Stop kau mencuri hatiku (2x)

WAHAHA, YOU ALL WILL BE ADDICTED TO THIS SONG SOON!

aniwaez, today i went phone shopping in the morning with my family. went to bedok first, den see all th nice nice fon (: i pick-d a kool fon, and my mak sae if i do well in my CT im gonna get it! weeeeee, baek ar, finally changing fon. wahahaha. den my bro did well for his O's rite, he got his fon on th spot. jealous sia. he bout th nokia xpress music model, nice sia. but im gonna buy a nicer fon ._. after dat went down to changi airport to study with shikin, fathul and mayer. i arrived abit late but they dunn mind =/ hahaha, mayer arrived later than me, plus he brought along his GIRLFRIEND, but int h end he brought along a guy! LOL, laugh my ass off when i saw him! hahahah. den we continued studying, den WAS INTERRUPTED BY MAYER JOKES ALOT OF TIME, he damn joker sial, made me laugh damn loud.

After we finish studying me shikin and fathul went find a place to eat, they all wanted to eat at popeyes so i mus follo although i haf a phobia of sumthing thr, but thr was no place to sit when we arrive thr, so i felt damn relieve, we end up jus drinking at th kopitiam next door, den we went home, my mother called me, asked me to go to my religious class but i wanted to skip so i took th long way home, but i still reach-d home b4 th class is over so i went down PG awhile, but no one was thr, so i started to call people to hang with me until 10pm ._. BUT ALL OF THEM WAS EITHER OUT or CANNOT GO OUT ): lucky najib and fairuz can come down or else i will b bored to death, but soon we felt damn bored, so we forced fatin and raudah to come down, hahaha, so th 5 of us made havoc under th block, hahha noisy sia, den 10 alr i went home, sent FATIN HOME AGAIN, dumb shortass. AND DAT WAS TH DUMB DAY I HAD!

Shes Rockin' That

2009-01-31T02:03:00.000-08:00

HeyHeyHey, The urge to isap again, is gone. weeee, im gonna celebrate man. im gonna partaye privately inside my room. now im gonna convince other people to stop, starting with my memberz, and moving on. wahahahaha. well, thats th random statement of th week, moving on..

todayy was flag day, woohoo? yippee? plan-d to have breakfast wif th usual ppl, woke up at 8.30 and got ready and stuff, although we are meeting at 10. well, went down at 9.15 and reach bedok inter at arnd 9.45, sud syafiq call me ask whr i am, he oso reach bedok early, i thought im th only person to come so early. but sumbodie came more earlier den me, hahaha. den we went to MacD waited for th rest. talk about magic and card tricks. den he showed me some magic tricks and some benda2 maksiat. Lol, was "amazed". den Fathul came, he showed us mroe magic tricks, still "amazed", den andri came showed more magic tricks. but at th moment i was alr bored with magic tricks. soon mayer and kaori came and me and mayer went to order food. lazy to wait for tht katek shikin, come so late. when shikin finally arrive i was thinking about th " dier datang, dngan lenggak lenggok nyaa" song. i oso dunno why, den ate and stuff, play-d taiti awhile, den we ciao to school, took 38 met zainarah along th way, crap-d on th bus, den reported in and took our plastic bag/collect money in with thingy den went to collect some money, we cheated abit put ALOT of 5 cent coins fathul brought wif him inside. went tampines west cc area thr, asked alot of ppl to donate but alot of them jus ignored me. sombong sia tampines. den some of us seperated. got one pair damn fitting, seriously lik couple *feeewittt* hahaha, wunn sae their names, later get into trouble. den soem of us got sick of our area. so went to tampines inter. KS some ppl and took away their "customer" hahaha. den sick of tamp inter wen to simei, simei ppl very generous, donated alot of money. i have to admit. after all that wanted to play soccer but no ball so end up hanging at bubbletea shop awhile b4 going home. den syah last minit call me ask me meet under his block. so mus take bus all th way to bedok reservoir kaki bukit side thr, den met him awhile, sold him some sweets. den follo him to PG awhile. met that sexy gerl Fatin Nur Ai Whee Whit. hahaha. she crapper sia. like hanging wif her, dunn sae i dunn blog about you ar. hahaha. den went home around 7? and dat was th kool day i had.

And To That Cute Gerl I Admire, Really enjoy-d th conversation we had, wish i can tell you how i feel but its jus so damn hard. i need a little push man. hahaha, i dunno why th hell im typing this like you kno that i referring to you. sheesh.

Ooo LaLa

2009-01-28T02:20:00.001-08:00

HeyHeyHey, today i was abit sick, so i came to sch sluggishly. and was abit moody, shout at alot of people la, cnt control, hahaha. macam pregnant women la erwin. but atleast i was friendly, i think. aniwaez, todae was okay okay, that mdm ho ruin my mood for th whole day sia, now i can cfm dat she not happy wif me, in th class i never talk at all but she still sae "ERWIN PTE LTD stop toking" sial sia she think she so funny. nvm, aku penyabar (im a patient person). CHEYCHEY. den th remaining lessons i practically slept. except PE cos i nid to exert myself and stuff.

After sch i got C.I.P thingy, den went bubbletea shop for awhile with memberz, class memberz. end up not buying any bubbletea, sick and tired of the same flavours.den went back sch, ohyar, SYAFIQ seriously bastard. keep making fun of people especially shikin, made me laugh my ass of, well i won't say what he tease shikin about, only th people there kno *wink wink* den went back sch, crapping all th way wif syafiq. den walk all th way to block 38 to do th C.I.P thingy, grp-ed wif fathul linus and andri, after we finish giving oranges to lik th whole 6th floor, went down, most of th people finish alr. so we practically gt 1hr of C.I.P points in 10 minits. nice rite. when i went down they were all playing taiti and stuff, ohyar. got one point when i was looking at them playing taiti i sud black-ed out for awhile. but i did'nt fall or anth. scary sia. aniwaez. fuck sia luthfi and gang, they asap again, really freaking tempted now at this point la. fuck sia. but i got nenek in sch, always nagging at me about doing th right thing and stuff. sial la,seriously really resemble my nenek. but good la, made me think twice. then me kaori syafiq shikin fathul went MACS to eat, spend two hours thr talking and quizzing ourself, den all th riddles come out. cnt stop laughing. den arnd 5 plus went home.met aziz along th way home, den we talk talk talk on th bus lik th bus our property, hahhaa. den follo him go PG awhile, den Najib, Raudah And Fatin all thr. so long nv meet them, so hang thr arnd 1hr then i wann slp, so went home. i walk-d fatin home ^.^ hahaha. dat shortass dunno how go her house by herself. den went straight home and slept for how many donkey seconds, actually i no mood sleep alr. hahahaha. kool day huh =/

Sickeningly Hyper

2009-01-26T22:30:00.000-08:00

SAKIT RABAK SIOL.
HeyHeyHey, im freaking sick today la, dumb erwin, why you sick, stupid immune system dunno how to protect my body from viruses, well, atleast im still hyper, dunno whether im going to sch tmr though, i wann to go to sch, cos im feeling lucky tmr, mayb sumthing good will happen? well i hope so. i guess. hate being sick always mus rest at home, den take medicine den mus lay in bed and sleep, shit you whichever virus thats making me sick, i feel lik vommiting everytime, im having a fever of 38.0*C, and i sneeze alot, kool rite.

I think tmr i'll be okay again, i dunn wanna be sick in sch, dat will suck. well, moving on, ohyar, i've been overseas these pass 2 days, dats why i was M.I.A for 2 days. now i nid to do lik a bunch of homework. plus tmr i will have sucky lessons lik Chem, Geog and MT, my chem teacher now kip aiming me, i oso dunno why, i've been a good boy (: mayb i have th bad boy face? nahh, i look nerdy as hell nowadays, i dunno wads happening to me, alot of ppl sae i really changed,they say i got attitude prob and now very sombong, mayb i am? i dunno, i will try to relax more. and sae hi to all th people i kno everytime i see them, actually i've been avoiding some ppl, cos i really dunn have th mood to talk to them? i dunno, its jus dat i dunn have th mood to b as hyper as i was b4. so sorry guys if i changed or wdv, i dunn wanna change, i wanna b th same old dumb random ass i was b4, so you guys must help me, everytime i do sumthing stupid mus slap me! IM SERIOUS! den i will wake up! hahaha. but dunn slap so hard. but tmr mus excuse me cos if i still feel sick im gonna b damn moody and stuff. well, the story of my life what can i sae. =/

I've been travellin' on this road too long (too long)
Just tryna find my way back home (back home)

Cinta Monyet

2009-01-23T05:29:00.000-08:00

CINTA MONYET MONYET.

hey hey hey, Now i kip speaking in malay, i oso dunno why, guess i prefer malay den english, but i think my malay improved alot, i guess, now i kno alot more complex words seyy. hahaha.

alrite enuf of th randomness, tdae woke up arnd 6.20 plus plus, actually gonna meet luthfi den we both wanted to come late. LOL? bad idea though, but i was damn lazy to take th bus so ask my father send me. den reach-d sch, went to th usual ex-2e4 table and sat with th ex-2e4ians, i dunno why i always hang out wif them, den had morning assembly, oh yar, DIANA finally wave at me (: lol, about time, hmphhh, i kena ignore for how long alr, okayy, back to my day... after morning assembly, went back to class had eng, show and tell, ZHOU XIANG PRESENTED ABOUT CHINA, AND HE WAS DAMN CONVINCING, I FELT LIK MOVING THR LA, MY HEART OPEN-D TO HIM. LOLOL, THEN e-maths, mdm shikin was extra moody tdae, so i had no mood to study maths, den IT WAS PARTAYYYE TIMEE, bcos it was chinese new year every class lik have 1hour to have a class party. den my class ordered lik 10 boxes of pizzas, well, our class is rich, wad can we sae. den pick-d up th pizza, went back to our class, AND TH PARTAYE STARTED, actually th class very mendak la ( i dunno wads mendak in english) cos dunn haf music and th people was'nt excited and stuff, den alot of them lik go other classes, so practically only me, fathul, kaori, shikin, adli andri, shazleen, hannifah, mayer in th class, so sadded. den syafiq, luthfi,amirul and arif go toilet do something freaking badd, actually cnt critisize them la cos i also did it before, but they kip tempting me to start again, sial la. den got sch concert th BV version of campus superstar, A MALAY GUY ACTUALLY JOIN TH COMEPTITION AND WON! pro rite, den after dat went to SIGLAP mosque to have friday prayers, met alot of PG members there, den after sembahyang me,luthfi,amirul,arif,hazwan,izzudin.etcetc, when to ECP cage to play soccer. damn nice sia th artificial grass and stuff, so damn nice to play soccer. play-d for 1 hour? den went to BK, fucking Luthfi and Amirul did dat bad thing again, fuck sia, everytime they do it, i get more tempted to start doing it again, sial, nvm, i mus have a strong will. den went back home, went to PG for awhile, met members thr, they oso do dat thing. SIAL LA. Babi betul sia. den went back home, bathe and stuff went to tuition, the teacher was having lik damn bad moood la, so th class was very quiet. wad a kool day huh =/

OH YAR, IM LIK SUPER FCUKING IN LOVE WITH THIS SUPER FCUKIN CUTE MOTHER CHEE VANEM GIRL IN MY SCHOOL, SHE SO CUTE LA, EVERYTHING SHE DOES IS CUTE, EVERYTHING SHE SAE IS CUTE , SHE ROCK MY WORLD, but im like super shy to approach her, like superrrrrr shyyyyyy, i kno i dunn look lik th shy type, BUT IM SUPER SHY,BUT SHE NOT INSIDE MY CLASS LA. AND I RARELY MEET HER EXCEPT FOR LIKE DURING RECESS AND BEFORE AND AFTER SCH, AND WHEN I MEET HER WE JUS LIK TALK FOR AWHILE AND DATS IT, I WISH I COULD HANG OUT WITH HER MORE, DAMN IT. un-KOOL RITE.

Painters Of 3E3

2009-01-21T04:35:00.000-08:00

PAINTERS OF 3E3 UNITE!

Wheeee, painted my class today! Lol, kool sia, really bonded with people, lolol.
Actually today was boring la, accept th painting part, th lessons were boring, but we had like 3 free periods, PE,FT and PCCG. but got boring lessons lik, GEOG and Mother Tounge, was bored liek fcuk la, almost kill myself. But i did'nt la, cos i was really excited bout painting th class, lolol, actually Me, Fathul, Izzudin (3E4 kepo) and others painted some parts of th class ysd, but did'nt finish so we continued today. Me and Fathul planned to go eat first, and let them start first, so we don't have much to do den we invite Kaori,Ashikin,Shazleen and Hannifah follo us la. Cos two people lik boring, den we went to th pasar to eat, den tok bout our last year class, shared stories and stuff, den we went to cheers to buy drinks for th other people helping out, SO KIND RITE! USE MY MONEY SEY! but i kind hearted so i dunn mind, den we reach-d thr, they finish painting th first layer, so all we nid to do is paint th colour-d layer, but some walls was'nt painted yet, so we took over! people from 3e4 came to help us out like, Ahmad, Syafiqah and Amira, WE HAVE GREAT INFLUENCE OVER THEM, dats why they help us out, lol. We painted like we never painted before, hahaha, and still we could'nt finish th whole class, cos th pink paint was lik not enuf, so tmr we continuing again, OH YAR, ME AND FATHUL'S IDEA LIKE GAVE TH CLASS TH RETRO LOOK LA, so its damn nice now, because of us! lol, should thank us la. Wheeeee.

Cut By A Devil

2009-01-08T06:38:00.000-08:00

BAD HAIR DAY.
MY HAIR IS OFFICIALLY CACAT.

eff sia, school start alr. DUMB IDIOTIC SCHOOL, why mus you start! aniwaez okay la, got into a kool class, nice people, especially MAYER lololol. keep shouting peoples name RANDOMLY, he got the MACAM-BOLEH-SUITE-AJE attitude, den my teacher MR.CHU, his eye got prob la, kip twitching, when he teach A-MATHS i cnt stop laughing. LOLOL. den first day of school kena caught for hair, den second day i tot they forget alr den oso kena caught again, third day i trim my hair alr, still not satisfied, fourth day I kena caught by DM so now serious mus cut, so i cut, today i go DM inspect my hair if its proper and according to the school rules, i cut damn short and thin la, BUT STILL NOT HAPPY, say my back long la, not acceptable la, ALMOST KENA SEND BARBER, DARYL oso kena but we escape with last warning la, so today mus trim my back, eff sia gonna miss it. feel damn naked without it. den after dat whole fun fair of inspection go back class, miss my maths test, so mus retake after school, wthh, BOSAN SIA. den school continues, th lesson all nice la, but th tchers make me sleep la. except some nice tcher, OH YAR, my physics tcher is THE DISCIPLINE MASTER so cnt grow my hair anymore. den my ENGLISH TEACHER IS MY CCA TCHER. akward ar cos i always skip cca den lik she now can PAO me anytime, but lucky i change CCA, TO ANGKLUNG! lololol. atleast get SYF thingy. hahaha. okok skip all that, den after school go find my maths tcher, she nto in ask around sae she go eat outside, so jus CABOT la. den explain tmr why i nv go, den went tailor go alter my pants. nth special la, make it shorter. den after dat plae-d street soccer. blablablabla. den goh ome around 5.30. afte ri pick up my pants went home. got tuition -.- den tuition cn relax abit. 1 and half hour later tuition over den i rmb nid cut my hair, but th barber all close alr, -.- den my friend volunteer cut for me -.- BUT DEN HE CUT CACAT SIA. feel lik naked without back hair -.- but okay la, laetr will grow back. hahaha. i hope.

A Day With 6H'06

2009-01-01T00:31:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009! TO EVERYONE!

FUYOH, had a riot with CHARLYN,MARCUS,SAMANTHA,RYAN and MELVIN ysd! so fun sia, goof alot. wahahahaha.

never wake up cos i nv slept ysd, LOL. arnd 9 plus i bored so went lan for awhile. den arnd 11 went back home, den slept. LOL. den woke up arnd 4 plus. den rush to get to pasir ris. cos RYAN meeting me thr. as usual, he cnt go alone one -.- den took mrt thr, met him den went tanah merah look for MARCUS, den met him, waited for tht train to CHANGI AIRPORT to pick up SAM coming back from hong kong. RYAN kip telling shit ass life stories, laugh my ass off, den went to CHANGI AIRPORT T2. reach thr th plane not landing thr, den go to T3 den th plane oso not going to land thr, den go to T1. finally correct terminal, den arnd 5 minits SAM arrived! SHE BOUGHT ORANGE SPECS, LIKE MINE ^.^ but more girlish-y. wehehehe, miss her so much. Lol. her family oso waiting for her so she went back with ehr family. den we go eat lunch, den wanted to take taxi but, we low budget ppl so took th mrt. wahahaha. den mrt-ed down to CHARLYN's hse. met MELVIN along th way, we walk to CAHRLYN's hse from tanah merah. went we arrive her friends all thr having party, LOL. ps go in so we sat outside having our own party. den disturb her brother teach him bout sex, kool rite. den ate uncook-d otah2 -.- one of CHARLYN's friends nids to go home, so we send her home, and thrs lik 4 of us and one girl, den went coldstorage bought candles and drinks. den SAM arrived we all went up to her room, SAM gave me a present from HONGKONG! a mushroom man soft toy. LOL. den plae-d junior uno, den CHARLYN's friend all went to another place, den we went out and plae-d with CHARLYN's shopping trolley, marcus sat inside i push. LOLOL. den once i let go he scared, kip screaming LOL, sorry was influenced by RYAN to let go. den take turns sitting inside th trolley and i push-d most of th time, wanted to eat at bedok food centre but den half way thr we went back to her hse and order-d MACS. lol. Plae-d taboo, nice sia. MARCUS kip guessing correctly, lik in 2 seconds. pro sia. den i nid longer time cos i special . LOL. den we goof alot and stuff den suddenly its 11.45. LOL. almost going to countdown, so waited for th countdown on channel 5, den countdown with them, DEN SOON IT WAS 2009. i did'nt felt any older or anything. LOL. den send msg to ppl. but freaking M1 was busy or wad,after dat RYAN went home, party pooper, den after dat watch PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEANS DEADS MAN CHEST! nice sia i nid to watch th whoel movie tho to understand. Den we plae-d another session of taboo, LOL. after awhile we got tired, den i nid to leave at 4am, i kno dumb rite. and i cnt sleep over thr, den they all kip delaying me, den SUMBODIE GO SLEEP ON MY LAP SO I CNT GO HOME, -.-. but den still manage to go home ^.^ slowly lifted her head den left. wahahaha. den mother pick me up cos she oso got work, at arnd 5 plus. went sum place to eat, den went home. sleep. LIKE A BABY. hahaha.

Hidayah Cheer Up

2008-12-29T16:30:00.001-08:00

Hidayah If You Are Reading This.
If You Still Feel Gloomy or Whatever

theres only ONE thing TWO say THREE words FOUR you.
CHEER UP DUDETTE.

totally sincere post (:

* update me ASAP wahahahaha.

Psp Fight Yea!

2008-12-29T03:46:00.000-08:00

HELLOO,
haven been blogging recently, was stoning all th way wif friends until sch reopens. which is lik in 4 freaking days. so trying to enjoy th last remaining days of freedom, i dunn wann sch to reopen, it jus sucks. i wann to enjoy summore sia. but mus go to sch, dang it sia. hahaha. atleast can mit friends again.well, lets tok bout today and ysd, ysd planned to meet ZUL and LUTHFI, to buy school stuff, and vs him on [PSP] Dissidia. wahahaha. he won 10? 11? times and i won him lik twice. dat jus stinks. i nid to train more. hahahaha, so woke up at 1? so i was late, who cares. its natural for me. HAHAHA. den tell ZUL i jus woke up at th time we supposed to meet, he did'nt sound surprised, guess his used to it. HAHAHA. den taxi-ed down to bedok, cos i was late. DUH. den search for my bag first, den meet dem, bought my bag, it looks okay la, but i saw one zinc one nicer but i bought my bag alr. so damn wasted. but its okayy. i dunn care, i jus wann sumthing to put my psp in. whahaaha. met them they were eating. FUCK THEM, nv wait. actually no money to eat oso. talk-d while they eating, say my voice changed. (I GOT MATURE-ER, DUH) LUTHFI grow taller, but it was'nt surprising? ZUL, is still, err, th same -.- nv change, i guess. den went search for ZUL's bag, went tamp. found his bag, but he did'nt lik it, cos it was quiet dirty. WTF, jus buy th freaking bag and wash it la. den went to zinc bought luthfi bag. den bought his bag. then go around SINGAPORE to find anothher bag for ZUL, you kno rich people. gave me time to beat LUTHFI in dissidia, but he still win me, ACCEPT ONCE. my proudest moment. LOL. then LUTHFI mus go home cos got family thing. so left for home. den slept. WEEEEEEEEEE, so fun -.-

Today was practically SAD, to the core. went to th PASSPORT AGENCY or wdv to renew my passport. waited 10 minits for my pic to b taken, and another 10 minits for th stupid APEK to take my pic. den finish dat, go eat wif family. den went to make new specs. and went home. and slept. wahahaah. wad a way to spend th last 4 DAYS OF MY FREEDOM. nvm, 31st got plans, so my hope is still very high.

BLOG ANOTHER TIME.

1 2 3 4 - Plain White Ts' [Lyrics]

[SING ALONG]

give me more lovin then i've ever had.
make it all better when i'm feelin sad.
tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
barely gettin mad,
im so glad i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy,
as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.
(i love you)
give me more lovin from the very start.
piece me back together when i fall apart.
tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
best that i've had.
im so glad that i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.i love you
(i love you)
you make it easy, its easy as 1234
theres only one thing two do three words four you i love you
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
thats what ill do i love you
(i love you)
i love you i love you.
one two three four i love you.
(iloveyou)
i love you
(i love you)

These are my lovelies:

BIRTHDAY BASH

2008-12-21T07:54:00.000-08:00

YO, earthlings.
ysd was freaking fun, LOL, we planned for so long to BIRTHDAY BASH CHARLYN, then ysd finally did it! wahahahaha. IT WAS WORTH IT.

well, woke up at 9? then sleep again, DUH. lol. 11 den wake up again, did my routine, went to th bus stop waitting for bus den dat dumb RYAN call me, ask me meet him. WTF, i alr going to b late, den wann me die wif him. cnt sae no rite? so jus met him at pasir ris, met him den we train-d to tanah merah whr we meet MARCUS and BH, MELVIN later arrive, den we everybody thr alr, went to plaza sing, cos i haven buy present yet for CHARLYN, reach-d plaza sing, got alot of sexy girls, (: so cnt concentrate la. WAHAHAHA, went BURGER KING eat, tried to excess to th internet thr cos SUM PEOPLE WANTED TO WATCH PORN USING MY PSP, i dunn mind, but too bad mus hav acc then can access, den after dat headed to th shop whr they sell elmo stuff, bought my present, den we all went to marcus house to wait out th time la, played psp, crap-d, talk bout stuff, i challenged marcus to MIDNIGHT CLUB L.A but kip losing, RYAN la jinx me, den arnd 6 plus plus, went down coldstorage to meet CHARLYN's friend, bought FLOUR, EGGS AND BALOONS, WAHAHAHAHA. then th plan was like this,

*charlyn friend call out charlyn first
* then when she coming back her house she miss call MARCUS
* thenn, we come out and do our stuff, WAHAHAHA.

see th vid la, i lazy explain hahahah, but i haven upload ): MAYBE TMR.
sooooo, after we birthday bash her, she look damn pitiful la. BUT I WAS LAUGHING MY ASS OFF. lol, i not evil, jus found it funny. den, went inside her house got clean-d up, and goof around, CUT HER CAKE, sang songs, made up handshakes and stuff, den went out eat. went bedok, but CHARLYN nv join us, sadded. after we ate, den went to nearby carpark and sat on th top floor, was planning to play CATCHING =x but lazy, hahaha, so talk and goof about stuff, talk about ghost all, hahaha. fun, den we getting bored so go home, went our seperate ways, i reach-d home oni i drop on th bed and slept. too tired. dats y cnt blog. hahaha. soo lets blog another day.

2008-12-19T04:57:00.001-08:00

wahahaha, HELLO PEOPLE OF EARTH, ysd dunn have chance to blog, so im blogging today about ysd and today. (:

YESTERDAY

okayy, ysd i went to HIDAYAH's hse again, nice ar her hse, got KITTENS! hahaha, aniwaez, met CHERYL at 1pm, wait 2pm, ehk 2.30pm, actually 2.45p.m yeap she changed the timing lik 3 times, hahaha, i dunn mind though, give me more time to, errr, play psp (: sooo, she arrived at the busstop then go to hidayah house, went in, PLAYED WITH THE KITTENS, perry very manja to me, wahahaha, its natural, cookie so fat, he looks lik a ball, feel lik bouncing him. hahahaha, after playing with th kittens, hidayah wanted to watch THE HAPPENING, wooo, damn gorry la, alot of blood, and people killing themselves, CHERYL AND HIDAYAH kip making noise cnt concentrate, so did'nt follo th movie that much, pluss hidayah DVD PLAYER STINKS, no sound -.- but guess who fix it? ME LA, OFCOURSE. hahaha, after that they watched hannah montana and one britain movie, forgot th name. i did'nt really watch dat much. so jus play psp (: bored of psp, play with perry. hahaha. then i hungry so ask them go eat, went to eat at th nearby coffeshop? restaurant? i dunno, ate chicken rice, spent 1/3 of th time there peeling prawns for HIDAYAH. den went back to her hse, her family back alr, damn akward for me cos i cnt go inside her room, cos im a boy. so stay outside with th family. LOL? well, th mother was nice, ask me take perry and cookie back to my hse. HAHAHA, tempted sia. but haven ask mother. scared MY CAT and THE KITTENS fight, nvm.they bigger than i take. hahaha. den after watching another epi of hannah montana me and cheryl went home.

TODAY.

went tution today, extra fun, hahaha, we all talk talk talk talk talk, nv study actually, teacher oso talk with us, lol, we talk about buying TOPMAN t-shirt all, I WANN SIA. so sunday going out with tuition people AND TEACHER(MAYBE) go buy topman. LOLOLOL. TEACHER SO GOOF. he got discount card so bring him along la (: LOL. then while we studying got cockroach drop from aircon. WHAT THE FUCK. th tcher scared go run to corner! LOL. everybody scared of one cockroach sia, but who the brave one hu took tissue and throw it away? ME LA, OFCOURSE. lol, useless people la they. i atleast brave rite? (: lololol, sheesh. After dat went home, bathe here i am now. hahahaha.

A Day With Payang And Adek

2008-12-17T09:59:00.000-08:00

ALOHA, Dudes and Dudettes.
today went to CHERYL'S house! weeeee. LOL, She waited for me to arrive at busstop then she guide me to her house, LOL! then reach her house her dog waiting at the door, scary sia, dunn dare go in, den shield myself using hidayah's present (: wahahaha, after that straight away do my job, HELP HER DOWNLOAD PSP GAME. BTW, we have the same colour psp, coincidence rite, actually she copy me (: LOL, sooo, download for her a bunch of stuff den made her jealous show my psp theme, I KNO YOU'RE JEALOUS, (: wahaha,I KNO ITS NICE. LOL, den soon, we were getting bored, den took pictures! on webcam -.- LOL, so fun pose here pose there, THEN WE MADE A VIDEO! lollollol, GO CHERYL'S BLOG TO SEE (:, well, wad can i sae, BOREDOM STRIKES US. den 4.30 went out, go hidayah house, HAHAHA, no life, went there hidayah was watching ELLEN -.- went in heard cats MEOW-ING. den hidayah went to take the her kittens, wahahahaha, they CANNOT COMPARE TO MY CAT, but i want one, sheesh, soooo, played with them, feed them take pictures with them, hahahaha, almost steal them, but misson failure, DAMN. lol, then CHERYL AND HIDAYAH wanted to eat, i nv join them cos i gotta go tuition, saddd, so sae goodbye and stuff, and went to tuition, Tuition was fun, th teacher kip on making jokes, wahahaha, den plae joke on th tcher, HEHEHEHE. well, thats my day, BLOG ANOTHER DAY.

Stuff i Did Today

2008-12-11T08:07:00.000-08:00

wahahaha, finally went out!nv rot anymore, LUCKY, hahaha, went out with those dumb people. CHERYL AND HIDAYAH,
they ask me meet them at 12.30 den CHERYL wake up at 12.30 and the HIDAYAH left home at 2PM,wtf -.- i was th earliest! FIRST TIME.me and cheryl wait for HIDAYAH for how long sia,den memorised the MRT MAP,and talk bout random stuff, oh yar CHERYL attached, fuyohs(last long with that boyfriend of yours)finally HIDAYAH come Tanah Merah, fuyohfast sia, LIKE SNAIL BETUL -.-well, she come oni we left to plaza sing.hidayah tok about ghost in mrt and told ghost stories.wtf, random sia. i jus listen la nothing to do.arrive at plaza sing, went carefour buy stuffs,den go meet cheryl boyfriend at best DENKI,he work there, den gif him drinks, left la,den walk around th shopping centre,HIDAYAH keep crapping sia.Irritating sia, wtf, copy other people, LOL.den kip doing th L O L hand movementswtff, nvm, i sabar,den they all wanna see bolt, went GV bought tickets and stuff den go walk around again.movie haven start, go find bdae present for person,den found one, but no money, errr! time for the movie bought food and watch,WTF BOLT FCUKING FUNNY SERIOUSLY.SHOULD GO WATCH. SERIOUSLY.lol, den after movie, walkd around,they went into girly shops so force to went inside,look around. was practically dying.den nid tog o tuition so me and hidayah went simei
wanted to buy PSP cos my psp spoilt.work like crazy for psp money.den cheryl go meet her boyfriend,in the end lazy go simei cos tuition starting soon,den arrive tuition, th teacher funny la,
so TOLERABLE, den 10pm went home.

Balek Kampong (:

2008-12-08T21:57:00.000-08:00

well, nothing interesting bout my weekend,
celebrated HARI RAYA at m'sia with family.
that is all, SO FUN -.- ACTUALLY it tolearable
hahahahaha, im seriously rotting at home sia.
i cannot tahan alr. mus go out.
or else next year you all won't see me ):
LOL, lalalala.
bored la.

my mind is empty, so lazy blog.

THIS ENTRY IS TOTALLY RANDOM BECOS OF MY BOREDNESS.

2008-12-04T03:00:00.000-08:00

hello PEOPLE.
nvr blog for how many MONKEY DONKEY days,
so lazy to tok bout th stuff i did ysd and stuff.
so i will summarise it.

Monday

Went Bowling
Saw Christmas Lights At Orchard.
(nicer than last year)

Tuesday
ROT AT HOME

Wednesday

Woke Up bathe and stuff then SHAH suddenly call me ask to meet him at pasir ris interchange
cos we going to Haziq's chalet.not that excited la, cos comfirm like any other chalet.so got ready.took 21 to pasir ris.den met shah at around 1.we go burger king eat, and stuffthere met nabilah all la, paiseh so jus ignore her.den they suddenly sat at our table.den we talk talk talk,bla bla bla.den nabilah all wanna go shopping at eastpoint, (sfx: ehk)so they left us, and we went to costa sand resorts.or wadever the name. took taxi there.den go in CANNOT FIND TH DAMN BLOCK.so ask Haziq meet us at th entrance.he arrive arnd 5 minits later brought us to th chalet. nobody thr sial. sibei arrive early. so me and shah went swimming. weeeeeeeeeee, after swimming went back to th chalet, den people start to arrive.spend how many MONKEYDONKEY hours thr.around 6? i got bored there so shah sae go penin -.-den i super bored follo him lor. went thr saw all th guitars. nice sia. I WANT ONE. den we got bored thr went to TM. went yamaha see guitar oso. LOLden haziq call us, ask whether we sleeping over.call my mom whether can go (she sae can)den follo shah go his house take clothes den go my house take clothes and stuffden go there sleep (had fun but lazy specify)

TODAY

WOKE UP AT 11.30 aM
father picked me up
went home slept again.
woke up at 3.30 (:
plaed com.
AND NOW IM BLOGGING .

Me,Myself and I

2008-11-29T04:39:00.000-08:00

A DAY WITH MY BIKE

today was a dumb day,was planning to go out wif that dumb Andithen last minute he say got stomach ache or wad,Fcuk ur stomach, Lol,so todae it was me,myself and i, All alone and stuff.
so wad did i do?i go pump my bicycle tyres and went to bedok reservoir -.-lol, i picked a nice bench, and jus stone thr -.-actually quite peaceful and stuff la, can tolerate.den about 1hr later was getting bored so i cycled to sumwhr near bedok inter o.oden i dunno whr i am so jus cycle randomly,hahahaha, den lucky found my way back to bedok reservoir. PRO RITE?lol, den went back home den mother ask me go grocery shopping.i like maid sia, do all th chores. nvm i oso dunn mind. nth to do.so went to Sheng Song or wadever th supermarket's nameget th stuff on th list den went home.after that i jus lie down on my bed and thought bout stuff -.-
love my life, sumbodie invite me out.
but cnt go out oso, kena punish -.-cnt go out on MONDAY,THURSDAY and FRIDAY.
COOL RITE,sheesh, dunno wad to blog alr.so jus stop todae la..
well, blog again another time la,

wish i was a rockstar (:
jus being random here.

My First Post And Stuff

2008-11-27T23:19:00.000-08:00

WOW MY FIRST EVER POST

I LIKE TO THANK MY MOM, DAD AND STUFF,

sheesh Dude Cut The Crap,hehehe, so i finally made a blog. (sfx: WOW)well, actually force to la, By That Girl Always Forcing Me Do Things,But actually quite fun ar, write bout my lfie story and stuff.so err, Cheers For Forcing Me To Blog CHERYL (:
hahaha. so erm, im suppose to write bout my life right?sooo here goes.

YESTERDAY

er, woken up by HIDAYAH at around 10.32although i ask her wake me up at 10.30,still 2 minutes late!alamak, but does'nt change anything la.hehehe, so after waking up i bathe,den rmb meeting ppl from 6h todayden go trained down to pasir ris meet RYANreached pasir ris he still haven come, alamak.den call him HE STILL AT HOME.WTF, waste my effort waking up early to come early.Lol, so wait for him for five minutes den he come. FAST -.-Then CHARLYN call me ask whr I am,(said with ryan at pasir ris)so We trained den they asked us stay inside the train
den meet us in th train, so jus slack there.TALKED BOUT RYAN'S GAME ADDICT UNCLE'S FRIEND.talk talk talk. bla bla bla.Den MARCUS Call Me Ask Go Last TrainBut th train fcuking full so lazy get up and walk,sit down thr until bugis area den walked to last train.
Met MARCUS,CHARLYN AND SAMANTHA there.talk talk talk, blah blah blah.den drop at outram park i think.walk to vivo.booked tickets. bought food from seven eleven.den met MELVIN.so everybody come alr, so went into th movie theaterwatch FOUR CHRISTMAS'(fucking funny)den after th movie MARCUS got drum practice so trained to TM
In the train they talked bout *Her* sial la.akward for me. so jus kip quiet and let them tease me. Lol.den reached TM MARCUS went yamaha for lesson.we go long johns to sit down. den nothing to do plae TAITI.wehehehehehe. (and that dumb CHARLYN go wave to stranger thinkk her friend)hahahahah. funnyyy. then MARCUS came back at arnd 7, so went subway for dinner
i did'nt eat anything cos BO MONEY.hahaha, den again nothing else to do plae TAITI. haha
(i kip winning, WELL, its natural)den arnd 8.30 SAM nid go home.so we all went home la.
took 65 home, reached home, bathe and stuff.on my com. toked to ppl. den wanted to write dis post ysd but duno how yet -.-
Had Alot Of Fun YSD, Hope Can Mit Agn Soon (:

TODAY

woke up arnd 6.30, den cannot bliv i wake up so early (so just slept agn)LOL. den mother wake me up at arnd 10.30 cos wanted to buy school stuff.bussed down to school, went in, bought books.den i dunno wad shirt size i am so call mom,she sae try on same and buy th one that fit best.so did dat. bought my school uniform. (FINALLY LONG PANTS)den go bedok inter buy shoes.got my shoes den hungry so go eat at macs.den met my religious class friend all. so decided to Hanng out wif them.den arnd 12.30 went back home.went to friday prayers and stuff. met my tuition friends all.den th thing finish at 1.30 lik dat went home, show mother wad shoe i buy and stuffden friend call ask me mit him at macDso cabbed thr (by now no money) den he ask me whether wann go lan -.- WTFso jus went lan wif him, den nth to do thr i check my friendster and stuff.den our time finish alr we go eat.den not hungry so nv eat, den went home.
AND NOW IM BLOGGING.